The realization that my endo is back sucks its hit me that I will have to live with this for the rest of my human life is a nightmare to say the least. Its a serious downer on relationships, makes sex hurt, makes my stomach hurt and I can’t eat normal food, and makes me have surgery from time to time. I want out who wants to live their life this way and wake up and do it all over again every single fucking day of their lives. It also makes me question if I want to have children risking passing this onto any female daughters I have and them possibly suffering. If there is one thing in my life I want to heal and be set free from its endometriosis it’s sucking the life out of me.